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The drive of which I once had and lost, shall again be pushed forward.

Just this time,

I will hold dear unto God;

that incredible promise that

if I have faith even as small as a mustard seed,

I can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there’ and it will.

Nothing will be impossible for me.

My mind has been reasonably sorted out.

Don’t read this if you dread long posts;

this is like a note to self.

Streaming Choice?

Lit + SS/Geog should most likely be my choice.

I want to train my mind to think out of the box

to far beyond the infinities and beyonds.

(if its possible)

to process new ideas

to understand in between the line.

and not be some constantly regurgitating bird.

For Sciences, now I have to go consult Ms Thang.

I like Science,

because they prove how well planned this place is.

To the smallest of details has God made it so well.

For my barely-passing-the-mark Chinese,

how I wish I could do so much better in it.

But I have no idea (yet) how to start.

Chinese fasinates me; I do like it.

Just don’t overwhelm me with it.

Outreach responsibilities?

Oh the rush of trying to make publicity slides and cards and whatnots pleasant for the eye.

It could be just due to my poor time management,

or my expectations of myself at times,

stressing myself to please others,

to try do my work to my best.

Sometimes I get rather sick of doing them.

But the satisfaction of these work,

to see CGs bond and new friends join in,

makes all the former troubles fade.

And I guess I ain’t ‘suffering’ (used loosely here) alone.

Keep in mind:

“Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain.” Psalm 127 : 1

Throwing?

I HAVE TO BUCK UP.

I cannot, I must not, and I will not disappoint my team mates and coach.

I have to try, and train much harder and BETTER than before.

After today’s horrible experience, and my recent decline in throws,

I have decided I can’t slack off anymore.

She was right: Better train my arse off now than regret later.

I haven’t been giving my best, so I will now.

Starting today.

I can, I will, I must.

Geetaring?

I am tad afraid that I might drop it as easily as I did for my guzheng-ing.

I want to play on, PLAY ON! Not give up halfway.

Blogshop?

Believe it or not, I don’t get much dollars from setting up a blogshop.

In fact, I get more things on my hand, like nasty customers and suppliers that I have to applease.

But the feel of being so entrepreneurish and running a ‘business’ is really great.

I think one of my future career plans is to set up my own physical (yes, physical.) shop.

To choose what I want to see people having, and give them what I myself would use too.

AND AND AND, I am thinking of spreading the gospel through the sale of my products. I think I will do just that.

I have a lot more to say, but for now, that’s all.

Sorry for word spam, if you actually read all that above.

Faith by Hillsong is currently replaying over and over in my head,

Hallelujah :D

cheerios,

FIONA